Its December

Too many hopes too many things to ask to God in December.
But I believe He already had a good plan for me.

Red is the color of December
Its the color of Santa's dress.
Hoping Santa can hear our wish list for x'mas (new shoes, new boots, new accessories, new tour with mate)

I am using this dress in 11 December 2009, at Centro's website Launching.
Well, kind a too much, since at the first plan, I should be *penerima tamu* but since at the end they already had beautiful girl in front of the desk, it mean they don't need me anymore.

Fyi, I work as project management for website Centro
After the website done, we do Shopping rally in Centro Plaza Semanggi as an event to announce the website.

Here is my picture at Shopping Rally

*Bag from Guess, Dress from Plangi collection, Shawl from Ambas collection, Hat (minjem di Centro), Belt from Nyla*

Whoila...I become Santa's wife with that dress...well done, I am satisfied with this costume.

Asking for Forgiveness

I know I was wrong
I know I cant took back my word
I know I'm hurting you by forcing you to take that decision
I know it will not be the same again

The day after

I saw your name everywhere I go

I saw you face every things I do...

Ehmm so I am desperate ...maybe...

well its the consequence of asking you not to give me more pain.

Maybe I was wrong, all pain that you already gave me before...kind a miss it...because I miss you so much

Grey Sky Morning in December

Dear Sunshine,


Thank you so much for giving me the best thing in my life. Never had the feeling like this before. 
You teach me how to love again and I do love you, even I love you more than before and more than 5 years. I only need few month to have a lot love like this. Can't stop thinking of you all day after last nite. Yeah you choose Big Bad Storm than me. I believe because earth can't reach sunshine. And storm can do that easier. I'm just nobody now.