Jumat, 18 Juli 2014

So what happen next

Didnt know how hard to be Libra
yep Libra...a sign of scale...where the person never know what is the best should do

I believe i'm pathetic libra where i cudnt make sure either my decision is good or not
I cudnt stop thinking that Me making a wrong decision when something not happen like it suppose to be

I'm talking about job environment....just want to give the best but somehow it's not right... That's not right because someone say so.... i try to gave a lead but that not giving any impression at all...
and im losing my faith....

I ever trying to be a good friend,... but as one of my friend said : " There is almost always one person that cares too much, and one that doesn't care enough.....YEP.... it happen twice if i calculate in past 6 years ago...and the last one happen few days ago...i mean yesterday hahaha my Question : Do i make something wrong so you ignore me?


I failed to manage my feeling and it keep up and down... and made me weak... day and day.....



Senin, 14 Juli 2014

3 in 1

Kerja di kota besar ga selalu menjanjikan kedamaian. Damai sih sama kerjaan sama gaji sama waktu kerja, ga damainya cuman sama jadwal 3 in 1. Yayayya kantor baru berlokasi di jl. Sudirman, ditengah kota banget yang harus banget hadep hadepan sama skedul 3 in 1 yang kelar di jam 7. Sedangkan sebenernya udah bisa pulang dari jam 5an. Rasanya mau nangis tiap hari nunggu jam 7 pffttt


Tapi semua berlalu selama setahun penuh dengan damai kok. Tergantung cara mensiasatinnya aja. Dan akhirnya kantor juga habis masa berlaku kontrak di Sudirman dan ternyata dapat di gedung jamsostek, well lebih dekat dengan akses lebih mudah. Tapi gosipnya pulangnya tetep kena 3 in 1...oh Well...ini lah problem yang sepertinya susah di tinggalkan

Syukurnya ada angkot, syukurnya kantor lebih dekat sama rumah jadi harusnya sedikit kesusahan akan hilang sih :). Ada alternatif pake joki, tapi scary ya mesti naikin orang asing di dalam mobil.
Ada alternatif ajak anak kantor yang sayangnya ga ada yang searah. Dan alternatif terakhir naek angkot, hmmm hal ini menjadi pertimbangan awal di bulan Agustus 2014... let see if i can face 3 in 1 and become more more hemat *hadewdemipersiapanakhirtahun